Dream

My friends, who close enough to me might know what is the deepest want of mine in this life. Being a teacher. I've had this dream since I was a kid actually. Since I was in primary school, I always enjoyed to learn with my friends and helped them to get better understanding, out of the class. And it continued until I was in high school, even until the college. I just feel that I get the meaning, the value of my existancy when doing it.⁣

I've ever felt how to be a teacher. I took an English course from 2006-2013. And in my course, they have a system to recruit future teachers. They made a program, "AEC Trooper." (AEC is the name of the institution). Some students who are chosen (me, included) in the program was given a training to be a teacher. We also had to teach extra class, not the regular class. I really enjoyed that program, but unfortunately, because of my business at that time I can't continue. And actually when I've finished my course, I was still offered to be a teacher. But, again, unfortunately, I had to go to another city for studying. So, I missed that chance.

Do I regret? Well, I don't know. If, just if, I regret, it's no use as well actually. Because it's passed, the past can't ever be  repeated. Right?⁣

When I had to think and choose what should I do after high school. Well, I admit that I didn't do it right. I didn't think clear enough. I was too rushed. Then years later, when I thought about how my life went, I realized that I never let that dream go. I can't give up on it. But, in the same time, I realized that, because of my choice, it'll be harder to get it. It's not impossible. It's just harder and need more costs. I am in the crossroads. Whether to "give up" or keep chasing it.⁣

Then, some words come to my mind, "If you really dream about it, you always can find the way to reach it. Though you must pass through the tough way, you always have power to pass it. As long as the dream is right, just keep it."⁣

Dream is never easy. If it's easy, does it deserve to be called as "dream"?

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